.empty phase.


Today I went for my hip bone medical checkup and it was an outrageously 'amusing' experience with a doctor. Shall not comment too much.. but yup.. i'm not exactly pleased with the encounter.

~Sometimes when you are so high up there, you forgot how to listen to others and be humble~

If not for my hip bone, I wouldnt have tolerated you. Perhaps I would, bcos i din expect such behaviour coming from a doctor. Its amazing the kind of ppl you meet out there.. sometimes you rlly wonder why they turn out to be like tt. But its alright, we lead our own lives ultimately..as long as u are happy and it doesnt hurt me.. then why not? I dun heck care. My priority is to get my hip bone healed.

xxxx

Havent been in the best of mood these few days.. and i dun know why. There's nothing in particular bothering me actually. I'm constantly in the ''going-to-fall-asleep-mode" anytime or haven been doing much work yet damn tired mood. Yea.. i call tt a mood. haha.. hope my mood swing will be over soon.

I alwys felt tt ppl do live in phases.. we experience diff phases at diff parts of our lives. But there are alwys some basic phases tt keeps recurring to us indefinitely at some moments..consciously or unconsciously. Can be both a good thing and a bad thing.. isnt it? :p

The basic phases remind us tt we are humans afterall..




and an empty phase is still.. a phase you know?



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The busy city life..
the vibrant lightings at night...
with skyscrapers hovering over the small and insignificant individuals.
fragments of lonesomeness illuminated by darkness beyond the lightings.
You are not alone..
cos we are all alone.. together.

xxxx

Recently, I've found a picture tt makes me feel so soothing.. cant rlly explain the feelings exactly.. but well.. jus wana put it on my blog.


[photo taken by chih :) ]


the colour of the sky.. the colour of finland :)


And i suddenly miss being hugged by 'sunshine' ;)