Wednesday, January 21, 2009
闷
难受，心中的闷气无法排解。
无法理解。
有时候，意义不在于理解。
只想要把闷气一股脑儿地发泄出来。
然后再继续生活。
然后才有力气...去生活。
去再次感受那花花绿绿都市所掀起的一波波冲击。
有些人不懂得珍惜。
也许是因为生活太平静了。
没有遇到贫境、一切得来太容易、幸福随手可得。
不需要担心或焦虑那短暂的幸福。
不了解为什么需要珍惜。
有些人不懂得珍惜，
因为身边的人是天使，而你是魔鬼。
天使懂得珍惜魔鬼还未醒来时的那片刻安宁。
魔鬼则会珍惜自己那放纵、放荡不羁的自然习性。
两者都很珍惜...
很珍惜...
但还是有人... 会受伤。
xxx xxx
像是被哽咽一样，
什么都不想说了。
因为一直都会存在着，
所以需要习惯。
哽咽的感觉不辛苦，
苦的是如何不把它当作一回事，平常地过好生活... ...
难受，心中的闷气无法排解。
无法理解。
有时候，意义不在于理解。
只想要把闷气一股脑儿地发泄出来。
然后再继续生活。
然后才有力气...去生活。
去再次感受那花花绿绿都市所掀起的一波波冲击。
有些人不懂得珍惜。
也许是因为生活太平静了。
没有遇到贫境、一切得来太容易、幸福随手可得。
不需要担心或焦虑那短暂的幸福。
不了解为什么需要珍惜。
有些人不懂得珍惜，
因为身边的人是天使，而你是魔鬼。
天使懂得珍惜魔鬼还未醒来时的那片刻安宁。
魔鬼则会珍惜自己那放纵、放荡不羁的自然习性。
两者都很珍惜...
很珍惜...
但还是有人... 会受伤。
xxx xxx
像是被哽咽一样，
什么都不想说了。
因为一直都会存在着，
所以需要习惯。
哽咽的感觉不辛苦，
苦的是如何不把它当作一回事，平常地过好生活... ...
Thursday, January 01, 2009
2009.
Everybody rushes to write sth b4 2008 ends or at the beginning of 2009.
So here I am.
Not excited or having soaring high hopes for the coming year.
It's just another year.
I don't have the habit of writing down new year resolutions.
Perhaps I do it secretly in my mind, when i'm at different phases of my life.
Adjusting my feelings now and then, getting to know my feelings better...
Feeling fulfilled and satisfied for the little moments of happiness and bliss I'm blessed with throughout my life.
It's funny that I can't rlly recall what has happened at the end of the day, at the end of a year.
Can be a good thing, can be not.
Simple but complex.
No matter what,
祝福大家：平安，快乐，健康 in 2009 and the years beyond...
Everybody rushes to write sth b4 2008 ends or at the beginning of 2009.
So here I am.
Not excited or having soaring high hopes for the coming year.
It's just another year.
I don't have the habit of writing down new year resolutions.
Perhaps I do it secretly in my mind, when i'm at different phases of my life.
Adjusting my feelings now and then, getting to know my feelings better...
Feeling fulfilled and satisfied for the little moments of happiness and bliss I'm blessed with throughout my life.
It's funny that I can't rlly recall what has happened at the end of the day, at the end of a year.
Can be a good thing, can be not.
Simple but complex.
No matter what,
祝福大家：平安，快乐，健康 in 2009 and the years beyond...
