Thursday, June 18, 2009
accepting and rejecting..
I've gone for 2 interviews and got job offers from both companies.
I rejected both in the end.
I guess most of my friends wonder why I would reject them in the first place given the current economy and unemployment rates.
I do question myself too. But i know that i'm not ready to commit to either job after I've been to the interviews. It's like sth's missing and I'm just not convinced enough. Not convinced by them that this is the job for me and not convinced by myself tt i'll stick to this job at this point of time in my life. The second interview with ttp was a humbling experience where i learn so much from them and felt so lucky tt they are willing to share with me about their precious tots. I salute them for their passion and hardwork for so many years. At the same time, i'm more aware tt this is not what i'm looking for for the first few years after graduation. Maybe in the future...
Of cos another impt reason is that I'm lucky cos I have no frets over the financial part.
I was having some random tots in addition to these ....
maybe i hve some probs w commitments.
HAHAHAHHAHHA!! i find it difficult to commit to one deal.. one particular job ( i hope not when it comes to r/s tou).
and i was reminded of secondary sch days... when i managed to change CCA 4 times throughout the 4 years ( cos i cant stay put in anyone of them for long) and I still manage to get A1 for my CCA. woahahahahahha!!!
Okay, jokes aside... i think i rlly need to think abt wat i wana do. Yet at the same time, not think so much. U know.. sometimes u jus need this impulse or urge to jus dive in and work on it w/o having too much reservations on ya mind.
Provided tt............................
resignation notice is 1 mth.
HAHAHAHAHA....
HAHAHHAHAHAH
Alright alright.. i'm kidding. (no, i'm not).
I believe tt things will be more settled n i'll be excited when i start work... when i've found sth i lke or think i have potential to grow and develop in my career.
Just a matter of time onli.
:)
I've gone for 2 interviews and got job offers from both companies.
I rejected both in the end.
I guess most of my friends wonder why I would reject them in the first place given the current economy and unemployment rates.
I do question myself too. But i know that i'm not ready to commit to either job after I've been to the interviews. It's like sth's missing and I'm just not convinced enough. Not convinced by them that this is the job for me and not convinced by myself tt i'll stick to this job at this point of time in my life. The second interview with ttp was a humbling experience where i learn so much from them and felt so lucky tt they are willing to share with me about their precious tots. I salute them for their passion and hardwork for so many years. At the same time, i'm more aware tt this is not what i'm looking for for the first few years after graduation. Maybe in the future...
Of cos another impt reason is that I'm lucky cos I have no frets over the financial part.
I was having some random tots in addition to these ....
maybe i hve some probs w commitments.
HAHAHAHHAHHA!! i find it difficult to commit to one deal.. one particular job ( i hope not when it comes to r/s tou).
and i was reminded of secondary sch days... when i managed to change CCA 4 times throughout the 4 years ( cos i cant stay put in anyone of them for long) and I still manage to get A1 for my CCA. woahahahahahha!!!
Okay, jokes aside... i think i rlly need to think abt wat i wana do. Yet at the same time, not think so much. U know.. sometimes u jus need this impulse or urge to jus dive in and work on it w/o having too much reservations on ya mind.
Provided tt............................
resignation notice is 1 mth.
HAHAHAHAHA....
HAHAHHAHAHAH
Alright alright.. i'm kidding. (no, i'm not).
I believe tt things will be more settled n i'll be excited when i start work... when i've found sth i lke or think i have potential to grow and develop in my career.
Just a matter of time onli.
:)