"Don't lose yourself"

她说：

“自己是最重要的。

不管做什么，都不要迷失自己。

因为失去了‘自己’，什么东西都没有了意义…

在工作的时候，表现给老板看，不是最重要的…

最重要的是，知道你在做什么。

不要迷失了自己。”

Well…

Who doesn’t lose himself at different points of his life?

You won’t get to know yourself better if you never get to lose your self.

Perhaps it’s the pompous promise of youth.

Perhaps it’s a phase that everyone has to go through along the journey of self-discovery and growth.

Greed; wanting everything that you hope you can get hold of as you can’t decide what you really want. Cos’ the truth is… u cant have everything all at once nicely in place for you, most of the time.

Timing, opportunities every now and then and a little bit of luck

Teaches you to give up some things and gives u a taste of the reality.

Whetting your appetite, then force you to make a decision and live with your decision.

Nobody knows which is the right decision.

We only try to make the most appropriate decision and move on with life.

Maybe the more important question here, is not about making the right decision anymore.

The key question after all is,

“What do you really want?”

You might not get what you really want in the end.

But, at least, it serves as a guide to help you decide on your next step.

The sequence of the job interviews came about in a rather bad timing.

Well, who knows, maybe it’s a blessing in disguise.

There are so many things I want to do… so many things I want to try.

There’s a time for everything, they said.

But they also said that you grab opportunities when they come along cos sometimes opportunities dun strike twice.

And so… I happen to be caught in these 2 situations.

Its too early to say anything at this point of time.

Let’s see what the current new job takes me to.

At the same time, I need to find out what I really want.

Maybe not immediately, but along the way…

Okay.

Along the way.

And i'm starting to make my way there...

starting...

:)